jueves, 31 de diciembre de 2009

Va a ser uno bueno.

Hoy a la mañana me desperté de mal humor, no se bien por qué, debe ser porque tuve un sueño raro, o porque dormí mas de lo que tenía planeado. Y después el malhumor empeoró cuando me di cuenta que era el último día del año y no lo había empezado con una sonrisa en la cara. Pero mientras tomaba mi café decidí que no quería pasar este día de esa manera, así que sonreí, y en ese momento mi humor mejoró, y bastante.
Hoy, después de haber esperado doce meses, ya es 31 de diciembre y el 2009 se nos termina. Muchos pasan este día melancólicos, recordando todo lo que vivieron este año que pasó, y tristes por un año que termina. Yo elijo pasar este día bien, tranquila, recordando también, pero rescatando los buenos momentos, y las enseñanzas que me quedaron de los malos, y feliz por un año que comienza. Si, ya se viene, faltan horas y ya estamos en el 2010. A veces me gustaría tener un par de días mas de 2009, pero para hacer un par de cosas que me quedaron pendientes, nada mas. 
Y ahí es cuando pienso: "por qué no hacerlo en el 2010?". 
Por qué no? Esa es una de las cosas que aprendí este año y que tengo pensado aplicarlo en éste que viene. Por qué no? Hay que empezar a arriesgarse y probar, perderle el miedo al cambio, la vida es una sola y es tan generosa que nos da muchas oportunidades cada día, y nosotros la mayoría de la veces somos lo suficientemente desagradecidos como para ignorarlas y hundirnos en esa rutina de todos los días. Esa es otra cosa que tengo pensado cambiar: las rutinas. Soy joven y no tengo por que hacer lo mismo todos los días, ya me cansé, voy a empezar a improvisar mas. Como diría mi gran amigo Mike (ojalá, ja): "Come on baby let's improvise" , y la razón que tiene
En fin, si hay algo que sé es que tengo muchos objetivos y metas para este año, eso lo sé y lo tengo bien clarito, es mas ya escribí y guardé mis resolutions para el '10 y las pienso cumplir. 
Otra cosa que sé es que este año que viene va a ser uno de los buenos, y ya se que cada año nuevo todos pensamos que el próximo va a ser mejor, pero este va a ser distinto, lo sé. No se si soy la única que piensa así, pero los años pares son los mejores y los impares, bueno, no tanto. Igual no pienses que me guío solo por eso, no. Por lo menos en mi caso, hace poquito aprendí que lo que realmente importa son esas pequeñas cosas de la vida. No necesito una casa con pileta, un minicooper y un blackberry para ser feliz (aunque estaría bueno un bb curve, ajaj). Todo lo que necesito es estar rodeada de esas personas que en verdad valen la pena, ya sea familia o amigos, o algún novio, por qué no? Quién sea, pero tiene que ser alguien con quien disfrutes pasar tiempo juntos,alguien que te transmita seguridad y que sepas que esa persona siempre va estar cuando la necesites. Tiene que ser alguien para la que quieras estar cuando el/ella te necesite, alguien en que tengas confianza, alguien que siempre sepa como sacarte una sonrisa, pero lo mas importante, tiene que ser alguien que crea en vos y tus sueños.
A lo que voy con esto es que va a ser un buen año, y uno muy bueno si es lo que queremos, pero para eso tenemos que tener siempre una mirada positiva ante toda situación. Todo pasa por una razon, maktub, no? pero eso no significa que no podamos manejar nuestra reacción frente diversas situaciones, ya sean buenas o malas.
Bueno, ya me cansé y se me acabó la inspiracion, pero la finalidad de esta entrada es desearles a todos y cada uno de los que lean esto un muy feliz 2010, mantengan la esperanza, nada es imposible, sean pacientes que todo llega y miren/lean The Secret.
Felicidades!


FF♥

miércoles, 30 de diciembre de 2009


baby

Take my hand tonight, we can run so far. We could change the world, do anything we want. We could stop for hours just staring at the stars. They shine down to show us that when the sun forgets to shine, I’ll be there to hold you through the night. We’ll be running so fast we could fly tonight. Even when were miles and miles apart, you’re still holding all of my heart. I promise it will never be dark, I know were inseparableWe could run forever if you wanted to. I would not get tired because I'd be with you. I'd keep singing this song until the very end and we'd have done all these things. 
You know when the sun forgets to shine, I’ll be there to hold you through the night. 
We’ll be running so fast we could fly tonight. 
Even when were miles and miles apart, you’re still holding all of my heart. I promise it will never be dark, I know were inseparable
I will give it all, never let you fall, but you  now we're inseparable.
 I would give it up just to show you all my love, 'cause you know, we're inseparable.

lunes, 28 de diciembre de 2009

jueves, 24 de diciembre de 2009

martes, 22 de diciembre de 2009





I'm wondering, aimlessly, to get you off of my mind. The city lights shine so bright, brings back the look in your eyes. Can you hear me? How could this happen? Singing, I'm a dreamer every single day. Singing, I'm a believer in every single way. I'm running out just to try and catch you. Out of breath, hopelessness, I'm running out. Clever words to keep you here with me, smiling, I'm keeping out. Thousands of emotions in my head. Singing, I'm a dreamer every single day. Singing, I'm a believer in every single way. I'm not ready to go. Take it fast, take is slow. Pass the time and don't let go. Faster now than ever before. Close your eyes and shut the door.
I'm a dreamer.

lunes, 21 de diciembre de 2009


When I find myself in times of trouble, mother Mary comes to me, speaking words of wisdom, let it be. And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me, speaking words of wisdom, let it be. And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree, there will be an answer, let it be. For though they may be parted there is still a chance that they will see, there will be an answer, let it be. And when the night is cloudy, there is still a light that shines on meshine until tomorrow, let it beI wake up to the sound of music, mother Mary comes to me, speaking words of wisdom, let it beWhisper words of wisdom, let it be





Rest in Peace.

domingo, 20 de diciembre de 2009




I'm a divine creation. 

I honor love 
by adoring myself. 
I'm worthy of everything 
the Infinite is.
"Jason Mraz"

viernes, 18 de diciembre de 2009


I hate to see you cry, laying there in that position. 
There's things you need to hear so turn off your tears and listen:
Pain throws you heart to the ground.
Love turns the whole thing around.
No, it won't all go the way, it should but I know the heart of life is good.
You know it's nothing new. Bad news never had good timing, but then the circle of your firends will defend the silver lining.
Pain throws you heart to the ground.
Love turns the whole thing around.
No, it won't all go the way, it should but I know the heart of life is good.
I know it's good.

Takes four days to get to like me, but two to wanna leave. But the part that really gets me are all the moments in between. Now I lie to get a little and laugh at every little thing. She's high on information, but now I'm low on self-esteem. 
I'm gonna try, try to be myself. Although myself will wonder why. I'm gonna try, try to be myself this time.
I'm a hundred kinds of crazy, but I only wanna find one sweet little angel who's gonna let me speak my mind. All I ever do these days is knock my process down. He's making his decision, now I'm losing all of my ground. Easy does it now, just keep your damn mouth shut. Don't go and press your luck, no news is good news coming... 
I'm gonna try, try to be myself. Although myself will wonder why. I'm gonna try, try to be myself this time.
Guess this means you're sorry , you're standing at my door. Guess this means you take back all you said before . Like how much you wanted anyone but me, said you'd never come back but here you are again. Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye, maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight. I know that I've got issues, but you're pretty messed up too.  Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you. Being with you is so dysfunctional. I really shouldn't miss you, but I can’t let you go. 'Cause we belong together now, forever united here somehow. You got a piece of me and honestly, 
my life would 
suck without you.

miércoles, 16 de diciembre de 2009

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive.
I can't keep up and I can't back down,
I've been losing so much time.
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with
nothing to do, nothing to lose.
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why, but I can't keep my eyes off of you.
All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right.
I'm tripping on words, you've got my head spinning.
I don't know where to go from here.
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with
nothing to do, nothing to prove.
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why, but I can't keep my eyes off of you.
There's something about you now I can't quite figure out.
Everything he does is beautiful, everything he does is right.
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with
nothing to do, nothing to lose.
What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive.
Do me a favor, and tell me what you think about me.
Tell me how you want this to be,
go out on a limb and just dream.
Paint a picture.
Choose your colors extra wise,
especially what you put on my mind.
Imagine what it’d be like to touch the sky.
Your thoughts are gonna pick me up.
Do you know?
It’s good to feel too much.
You got my head in the clouds,
you got me thinking out loud.
The more you dream about me,
the more that I believe that nothing’s ever out of reach.
So dream, dream, dream.
I breathe your visions,
they pull me through the coldest of nights.
They steer me towards that moment in time
when you show me what it means for you to be mine.
You’re giving me the will to try.
Do you know that there’s happy in these lives?
You got my head in the clouds,
you got me thinking out loud.
The more you dream about me,
the more that I believe that nothing’s ever out of reach.
So dream, dream, dream.
It’s like my birthday every time you look at me.
It’s like the best thing every time that you dream.
You got my head in the clouds,
you got me thinking out loud.
The more you dream about me,
the more that I believe that nothing’s ever out of reach.
So dream, dream, dream.
Dream
I'm loosing myself
trying to compete with everyone else
instead of just being me.
I dont know where to turn,
I've been stuck in this routine.
I need to change my ways
instead of always being weak.
I dont want to be afraid,
I wanna wake up
feeling beautiful today,
and know that im okay,
'cause everyone's perfect
in usual ways.
So see, I just wanna
believe in me.
The mirror can lie
'cause it can't show you what's inside.
And it can tell you your full of lies,
it's amazing what you can hide
just by putting on a smile.
So see,
I just wanna believe in me.


martes, 15 de diciembre de 2009

Hey boy, what's your name?
I think I caught you looking my way.
Do you wanna know how to get me all to your own?
Weekends work the best, I'll pick the place you do the rest.
Hey, know don't be shy but you got to keep me in line.
Love at first sight. Never thought it could happen to me, but you made me believe.
Kidnap my heart, take me with you.
Kidnap my heart, make my dreams come true.
Take me away 'cause falling in love ain't very far.
Can you get me up more fun I could ever dream of?
Could you tie me down?
Can you keep me hanging around?
I don't wanna be here to keep you company.
Put your hand in mine, gotta hold on tight for the ride.
You gotta hold me tighter 'cause I'm a real fighter.
Don't tear us apart.
Love at first sight. Never thought it could happen to me, but you made me believe.
Who says I can’t be free from all of the things that I used to be?
I'll re-write my history.
Who says I can’t be free?

lunes, 14 de diciembre de 2009

Smile though your heart is aching, smile even though it’s breaking. When there are clouds in the sky, you’ll get by. If you smile through your pain and sorrow, smile and maybe tomorrow you’ll se the sun come shining through for you. Light up your face with gladness, hide every trace of sadness, although a tear may be ever so near. That’s the time, you must keep on trying, just smile, what’s the use of crying? You’ll find that life is still worthwhile, if you just smile. When there are clouds in the sky, you’ll get by. It’s the time you must keep on trying, just smile, what’s the use of crying? You’ll find your life is worthwhile, if you just smile.

domingo, 13 de diciembre de 2009


Hurry up, and wait. So close, but so far away. Everything that you've always dreamed of close enough for you to taste, but you just can't touch. You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet. Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it, you know you can if you get the chance in your face as the door keeps slamming. Now you're feeling more and more frustrated and you're getting all kind of impatient, waiting. We live and we learn to take one step at a time, there's no need to rush. It's like learning to fly or falling in love. It's gonna happen and it's supposed to happen. And we find the reasons why one step at a time. You believe, and you doubt. You're confused, you got it all figured out. Everything that you always wished for could be yours, should be yours, would be yours. When you can't wait any longer, but there's no end in sight when you need to find the strength. It's your faith that makes you stronger. The only way you get there is one step at a time.

sábado, 12 de diciembre de 2009


I know you're scared, everybody gets a little bit of stage fright. But we're prepared, and the mood is set, and it's come together just right.What should we do now that we're caught in the middle of the spotlight?
I can feel your butterflies. If we kiss will they fly away?
We had our whole life scripted, but we tossed it to the side. Those words can't tell us nothing, come on baby let's improvise.
Do you trust me enough if we become two rebels?
Just like outlaws on the run, all we have is each other.
We're gonna eat, sleep, breathe our love.
Would you become a rebel with me?
The night is young and while everybody's fast asleep we're still rehearsing.
The sun comes up and I see you in the dark but you're looking even better in the morning.
What should we do now that we're caught in the middle of the sunlight?
You might even wanna hide, but together we can run away,
just you and me.
Oh, baby we're two rebels.Oh, in this black and white world.
We're gonna eat, sleep, breathe our love
If you become a rebel with me.

I cant fight this feeling any longer. Yet, I'm still afraid to let it flow. What started out as friendship has grown stronger. I only wish I had the strength to let it show. I tell myself that I can't hold out forever. I say there is no reason for my fear, 'cause I feel so secure when we're together. You give my life direction, you make everything so clear. Even as I wander, I'm keeping you in sight. Your a candle in the window on a cold dark bitter night and I'm getting closer than I ever though I might. And I can't fight this feeling anymore, I've forgotten what I started fighting for. It's time to bring this ship into the shore and through away the oars forever, 'cause I can't fight this feeling anymore, I've forgotten what I started fighting for and if i have to crawl along the floor come crashing through the door. Baby I can't fight this feeling anymore. My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you, I've been running around in circles in my mind. Babe it always seems that I'm following you girl, 'cause you take me to the places that I thought I'd never find. Baby I can't fight this feeling anymore.

viernes, 11 de diciembre de 2009


Just a small town girl, living in a lonely world.
She took the midnight train going anywhere.
Just a city boy, born and raised in south Detroit.
He took the midnight train going anywhere.
A singer in a smokey room, a smell of wine and
cheap perfume.
For a smile they can share the night and
it goes on and on and on and on…
Strangers waiting, up and down the boulevard,
their shadows searching in the night.
Streetlight people, living just to find emotion,
hiding somewhere in the night.
Working hard to get my fill, everybody wants a thrill. Paying anything
to roll the dice just one more time.
Some will win, some will lose,
some were born to sing the blues.
The movie never ends, it goes on and on and on and on.
Don’t stop believing, hold on to the feeling.

When you're dreaming with a broken heart, the waking up is the hardest part.
You roll outta bed and down on your knees and for a moment you can hardly breathe wondering
Was he really here?
Is he standing in my room?
No he's not, 'cause he's gone...
When you're dreaming with a broken heart, the giving up is the hardest part.
He takes you in with your crying eyes and then all at once you have to say goodbye wondering
Could you stay my love?
Will you wake up by my side?
No he can't, 'cause he's gone...
Now do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Baby won't you get them if i did?
No you won't, 'cause you're gone.